Hiya,
It has been a while since i was last online, recently i have been focusing on playing with logan and helping him learn a lot more; bless him, he plays with his toys loads and loves watching nursery rhumes on youtube with me singing along.
i have taught him how to stick his tongue out lol he look really funny when he does it, he pulls a face as if i shouldnt be doing this to you lol.
I took him to the park for the first time today and he loved it, he loved the swings the most, so i took some pictures.

i think im going to take him to the park a lot more, he has been such a happy baby.
i love him so much, i cant wait to spend my time with him in the morning!! in the mornings we watch Hollyoaks which will be nice and then he sleeps for about 2 hours then we play till his lunch time.
He is sleeping through the night again which is good because when we went to his daddys he wouldnt, i guess it is because he wasnt used to being there.

anyway im going to relax before i go for a bath then bed.

03/02/2010

Hi well today has been good, got another assignment and well I'm really looking forward to doing it, we are working as a group so i cant just get on with it lol.
had a chat with my ex and i guess we have decided to not be around each other (his idea) but how is he meant to see his son? being a single mum is hard as it is without your ex that you are still in love with say he doesn't like you and doesn't want to be near you, even though I'm not the one that has done anything!!
picked Logan up from my Nana's and had a really good night sorting out some college work after feeding Logan. he woke up at 12 so i fed him and had a little chat with him, i put him to bed and will be going to bed myself soon lol. looking forward to tomorrow, I'm going to take Logan to nursery and go shopping for a few bits and pieces. a little time to myself. anyway i better go to bed but i will update you some more tomorrow!!
xx

2/2/2010

Today wasn't to bad, i had my first speech class, its all about radio. The only problem is I'm not into the same kind of music and radio stations that everyone else is in my class. we have to listen to a different radio station for an hour every week, she even gave us a list a four page list of radio stations!! Logan my little boy was with his nana (my mum) today while i was at college and hopefully next week he will be in nursery which will be really good for him, so he can have more contact with other children, i should really talk to the other mums lol and when Logan can understand a bit more he can invite his friends from nursery to his first birthday, i know it is a bit early to be thinking about that but he is only half a year and it went by so quickly. Logan is at his great Nana's tonight because she looks after him on Tuesday nights and Wednesdays when i go to college, which means a good night sleep hopefully. Had a bit of an argument with my ex today tho which wasn't so great!! we are always arguing but i am the one who has to sort it out he doesn't bother and i am sure there is a lot of guys like that, and us girls have to sort it out because they don't make the effort!!! Anyway i have video production tomorrow which i am looking forward to and i am going to my mates house on Friday and my mum will be looking after Logan so i get to relax with my mates and some wine. I have been thinking a lot about when i move out i should be calling the council in 3 month which isnt a lot of time at all!! i have been looking at other places but i dont have the money for that kind of think and my health visitor told me it would be best going throught the council so will give that a go. i have so much i need to get to move out with like kitchen stuff and living room stuff like sofas other wise me and Logan will be sitting on the floor lol, not comfy really lol. Logan has been working on his crawling, he looks so sweet while doing it, almost got it down but still working on it lol. everyone says they are monsters when they are crawling but i am really looking forward to it because then i can crawl around the floor with him lol, act like the big kid that i am lol

1/2/2010

My first day back and entering semester two!! It was different to a normal day, learning about Textual Anaylsis - Analysing films. and also how the internet is taking over almost everything. like facebook, blogging, twitter and youtube. i found it really interesting and that is what made me think about starting a blog. writing about what i find interesting etc...